i won’t give up on us;

hey there little one.
yes, you reading this post.
it’s for you.
it’s basically all i have left to do to prove myself worthy of you and maybe have a second chance of having your heart back.

i know i’ve been acting like a dick lately, but you could never understand why i’ve been doing it. it’s like, i was sitting on the beach today thinking of all the times i had gotten mad at you and all the times you had gotten mad at me..
i know we’re not the perfect couple..
we didn’t in some amaaazing way and our first wasn’t even that much of a kiss, but unlike people thought, we lasted.
everyone was saying we’d stay together for a week on top. well not only we lasted more than a week, but we made it for 5 whole months.

they’re not much if you think about how fast they went through, but it’s still a quite long to spend with someone.
in those five months, something.. amazing happened to me.
i fell in love.  
i fell in love with every little thing that you do.
i fell in love with that little laugh of yours.
i fell in love with the how you have that power to make everything feel okay..
i fell in love with your spazzing whenever i say something cute to you 
and i fell in love with an imperfect person, that somehow, still seemed perfect to me.

not gonna lie, i was scared at the begin. 
when i realized i was falling in love with you its’ like i knew i was basically giving you the power to make me feel happy, but like shit too whenever you wanted to, but i trusted you not to. 
recently, i made a huge mistake.
i let you go.
i just turned my back and walked away, pretending i don’t feel anything.
it only took me a few hours to realize that i really messed it up.

when we met, i told you i’d fuck up at some point. you didn’t believe me.
well, look at us now.
i made a big mess, didn’t i?
i’m not trying to make you forgive me, cause i actually can’t forgive myself for hurting you like that.
but you know..
all i’m asking is for a second chance.
another chance to hold you and call you mine.
before replying it, please read this. 
now you know what to do and you know where to find me.
just no matter what, know that even if you say no, i’ll be forever changed by who you are and what you mean to me.
ps. i love you. 

“At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. Some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.”

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